What if?

What if I wasn't born? What would my parent's life be like? Will they be happy? Will they still be together? What if I fought back with the bullies stopping me? Could I have more confidence now? What if I didn't walk out of that declamation? Will I not feel ashamed up until now? What if I speak out when they are telling me I am not good enough? What if I change the way I acted? What if I didn't take that call? Will I still be in that office? Will I not be fired? What if I was born rich? Will I be happy? What if I wasn't born in a third world country? Would I still understand how they feel? What if...? There are so many what if's. All we have is now and where we are now. If you dwell on your wrong doings and the what if's you can never excel.